THE NIGHT YOU BROKE MY TRUST SILENTLY

I don’t think I’ll ever understand why you did what you did. I’ll always ask why. Why to me? What did I do to deserve this?

I was right there — maybe tired, maybe half-asleep, maybe just existing beside you, carrying your child, our child inside me. I was trying my best to hold everything together, to be enough for us, for what we were building. And still, you chose to reach for someone else, a stranger on internet.

In what way did I fail? Was I not enough? Did I not love you right, or speak enough, or look the way you wanted? What made you think it was okay to text another woman, a stranger, in the middle of the night?

It wasn’t just a message. It was a crack, a betrayal, a moment that made everything blur. You disrespected what we had — the love, the trust, the memories, everything we were becoming.

And it hurts. It hurts in a way that words can’t describe, a pain only I can truly feel. Because while you were pressing send, I was carrying your heartbeat inside me.

You say it was just a message. You say you don’t know why. But to me, it was a moment that changed everything.

I keep asking myself — how could you do this to me? why did you do this to me?
The one who stood by you, believed in you, trusted you with everything.

Maybe I’ll never get an answer.
Maybe all I’ll ever have is this question that never stops echoing:
Why?